WHY?

WHY IS IT WHEN YOU WALK UP TO THE DOOR OF LOVE AND YOU WALK THROUGH EVERYTHING IS SO WARM LIKE YOU'VE JUST STEPPED INTO THE MIDDLE OF YOUR HEART WHERE THERE IS THIS RED HAZE AROUND YOU AND YOU'VE GOT YOUR FIRST BUZZ OFF OF THIS MIND ALTERING SUBSTANCE. AND ONCE YOU GET DRUNK OFF OF IT FATE COMES IN LIKE THE COPS AND ARRESTS YOUR BEHIND AND TAKES LOVE AWAY FROM YOU AS A PRECAUTIONARY MEASURE? IS IT TO GIVE ME TIME TO GROW? GROW AWAY AND UP FROM WHAT I HELD SO CLOSE THAT WE WERE AS CLOSE IF NOT CLOSER THAN MOST? I MISS THAT FEELING. NOT BECAUSE VALENTINES DAY IS TOMORROW...(I COULD REALLY CARE LESS) BUT BECAUSE THE PERSON THAT I REALLY LOVE A LOT AND SOMETIMES PRAY FOR MORE THAN MYSELF IS GONE AND I WON'T SEE THEM FOR A LONG SPAN OF TIME. IT SEEMS ABSURD BUT I KIND OF AGREE WITH FATE BUT AGREE TO DISAGREE WITH MYSELF. ALL THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON. MAYBE THIS ONE FOR US TO GROW INTO MORE THAN A STATISTIC. MORE THAN JUST SOMETHING ELSE.... MAYBE